Wednesday, October 13, 2010

..What should I do?..

I'm not a two- timer. In anything I do, I like to focus on only one thing. I just realize this fact about myself recently. You know why? I'm trying to have two blogs, but I ended up deleting it and focus on this blog. I tried to have two phone numbers, but I ended up using the current number i'm using. As simple as that, it is enough for me to give the reason why I
am still clinging on the past. It is hard for me to start anew and totally forget the past. and with this fact, i am not sure what should i feel. i'm angry, i'm disappointed, i'm glad, i'm down, i'm devastated, i'm everything (have more negative feelings that the positives)

what should i do?

what should i do?

what should i do?

and someone used to tell me her experience.

"I took more than 2 years to let go of every single thing i have done in the past to rebuild the better 'me' "

am i taking longer time?

am i rebuilding a new 'me' ?


wafa' albanna UM ;) said...

hmm.. we should hv a chat ;)
miss u. my pray will always be with u, inshaAllah.

izyanhamizah said...

miss u too dear..

how i wish i didn't have to come back to Malaysia this early.

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari kegundahan hati dan kesedihan,
Dan aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari sifat lemah dan malas,
Dan aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari sifat penakut dan bakhil,
Dan aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari lilitan hutang dan tekanan orang.

::kind readers::