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since i know what jahiliyah means, i hardly/totally not listened to any songs that i used to listen especially the malay and english songs that have "the- sick- people- in- L.O.V.E" meaning. i have totally shifted my interest to the nasyeed songs that i shall say make my 'qalbu' more relaxed or fill with love for The One.

But, there is one habit that i can't still remove. when i felt terribly homesick, feeling like i am alone in this world, or missing my past time, i would certainly search for this song in my jahiliyah songs collections. Want to know what the song is that??


here it is...







and, this is the lyric of the song..

Dafi AF5 - Bila Terasa Rindu

Apa agaknya khabarmu disana
Disiniku sedang dibelenggu rindu
Beginikah rasa siksa perpisahan
Sungguh anehnya hidup berasingan

Hati terasa bagai tertinggal disitu
Meskipun ku pun dah jauh beribu batu
Sesaat seperti setahun lamanya
Semasa kau tiada apa yang terdaya

Bila terasa rindu
Kusebut namamu
Dengan harapan
Kaukan muncul dalam tidur

Bila terasa rindu kubayang wajahmu
Dalam angan dan baru daku terasa bagai disembuh

ooo jauh sekali hidup disini berbeza
Beribu kali lagi kuselesa disana
Tak sabar menanti detik kepulangan
Namun hingga itu apa yang termampu

Bila terasa rindu kusebut namamu
Dengan harapan kaukan muncul dalam tidur
Bila terasa rindu kubayang wajahmu
Dalam angan dan baru aku terasa bagai disembuh

Terlintas di fikiran
Untuk meminggirkan saja semua pencarian disini
Tetapi ini sebahagian dari pengorbanan
Bekalan andainya hari sukar mencabar .. oooooo

i guess that most of you are familiar with this song. it's quite famous in Malaysia.


i hardly listened to this but now i am listening to it!!! i hate all those feeling that make me want to listen to this song again and again and again...

it's not that i hate remembering my family and the sweetest moments that i had with them but, the fact that i am TOTALLY feeling lonely, not accepted in world make me feel sick.. aiiyyoo..

Ya Allah, please help me strengthen my iman.