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Dan aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari sifat lemah dan malas,
Dan aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari sifat penakut dan bakhil,
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Thursday, September 18, 2008

..tears rolled down, again....

two days before today, when i was in my room, suddenly kelsey called me from outside ..


kelsey : izy... izy... (no answer)
kelsey : izy...
izy : yup..
kelsey : you got a parcel. it's at the admin..
izy : alright (with monotonous tone, no excited Yahoooo!!! at all)..


yes, i was expecting a parcel from my mom.. she sent me baju rayas and a few souvenir from malaysia to be given to my lecturers and international friends here..

Alhamdulillah, at last it safely arrived to me. didn't take too much time. just a week using the air service.

well, as i told before, i was expecting baju raya and the souvenirs, but for my surprise, i got TWO raya cards.. one was from my parents and the other was from my siblings.. weren't they sweet? without waiting any minutes, my tears rolled down.. i was so sure the feeling that i had at the moment.. i miss them, i miss them, i miss them.. even though my siblings were so jahat.. they gave me the card that would make me piss off, but i guess they dared to do so because they knew me well.. and guess what, i was happy that they chose that card..


well, this is the card..


erkk.... well, that's my naughty siblings.. enjoyed teasing me as GEMUK and PENDEK.. but they knew i wont be mad.. already used to it since i was in primary school. (+i believe that i am G+P too =P)




they made me cry.. thanks dears.. i love you so much.. it's true when people say, we tend to appreciate someone when they are far from us.. yup, it's very very true..


then, the card from my mom (on behalf of abah too).. it made me cry again because, as far as i can remember, this is my first raya card ever that i got from my mother throughout my 20 years lifetime. hehe.. thanks to Allah for choosing me to study oversea. at least i have a chance to get a raya card from my own parents.. =). i love mom's handwriting.. neat and tidy.. a great teacher, she is.. miss the handwriting too.. it made me cry again..





wow, i got a musical raya card from my parents.. that's something i never dreamt on. hehe.. well, may be it's because, they are not those parents who show their love to their children. but i know, in their heart, they care so much much and too much...

i love the baju raya that my ma bought me and not forgetting the tudung too.. to my other surprise, she bought me tudung that are up to my 'standard'. thanks so much ma for really understanding me..

in the happiness (and sadness too) that i had that day, i thanked Allah for giving me such a great family. something that i treasure so much in my lifetime. one of my best presents ever that i get from my Lord. Alhamdulillah.. thanks Allah, thanks so much.. even though i did a lot of sins and always forgetful about You.. you give me parents and family that i can shower my love and get the love from.. you give me parents and family that i feel i have never be alone in this world.. thanks Allah.. Alhamdulillahi rabbil alamin..



"Dan kami perintahkan kepada manusia (agar berbuat baik) pada kedua orng tuanya. ibunya telah mengandungnya dalam keadaan lemah yng bertambah2, dan menyusukannya dalam usia 2 tahun. bersyukurlah kpd-Ku dan kedua orng tuamu. Hny kpd aku kembalimu" (31:14)


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so, i put those cards on my study table yng mmg berserabut..

2 wise thoughts:

ulun nuha said...

syukur...dapat merasai sekelumit rasa yg Rasulullah & sahabat pernah lalui selepas peristiwa hijrah.hidup di perantauan...sehingga sahabat ada yg demam kerana homesick...rasulullah sendiri kerana sgt teringatkan Mekah, pernah menegur shbt yg membaca puisi ttg Mekah...

sudah sunnah...=)

izyanhamizah said...

alhamdulillah.. izy masih normal dan mengikut sunnah.. =)

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