Sunday, August 23, 2009's all about time and life...

Either we realize it or not, today is already the second of Ramadhan, Alhamdulillah wa syukurillah for still giving us the chance to breathe in this ‘heaven breeze’. Alhamdulillah wa syukurillah for sampaikan kita kepada Ramadhan. We never know when He will take back our life and bring us to meet Him. As long as we have our roh in our body, lets use it to be the ‘abid to Allah. thinking about time, it moves really really fast and I do admit that time is relative. It’s different to each other. Why I say so? It’s true that we all have 24/7 in our life, not more and not less, but the feeling that we have at each second do make it different. For example, 5 minutes of thinking in Examination Hall is so fast compared to while we are waiting for the bus.

Right now, I feel time has moved so fast and left me behind. It’s so much that I want to do in my life and yet it still hasn’t done, some of them haven’t started either. But, yes, I’ll do it slowly and hope it will accomplish sooner or later. inshaAllah. Time flies so fast that now is already my final semester in OZ. busy catching up with study and all, that I forget to make myself ready to go back to my homeland. It’s another 3 months, more or less. Pejam celik pejam celik and it’s the time for me to say ‘sayonara oz’.

Thinking about time too, one of my important persons in my life said that time is moving so slow for her. Macam kura-kura. She’s missing me, counting days, and praying so hard that Allah will lengthen both of our life, so that we can meet again. She’s not feeling well now and me myself prays to Allah that He already destines our next meeting. Oh, how I want to be with her now. But I believe she has the Greatest Guidance of all with her. May You always look after her.

Thinking about time too, Human being are in a great loss except to those who have Faith, do righteous deeds, join together in mutual teaching of truth and of patience and consistency (Al-Asr: 1-3). Reflecting of my days that I have gone through, I pondered to myself, am I one of them? or have I escaped from this group of people? Oh, it’s hard question to answer and deep inside my heart I realize where I am now. The path of life seems so long, still. But how far can I go? Am I able to drag my feet for another 10 metres or should I think of what transportation should I take to go another 1000 km ahead? Allahu’alam. I have no answer. I really don’t have the answer. But for sure, the final destination was told. Fullstop. No begging, No bargaining, for another day or even another second.

And the long journey and time that we have gone/ will go through in this duniya, will surely be felt so short as if, it’s just a single evening, or at most till the following morn! (an-nazi’at: 46)

Beramallah selagi mampu!!

p/s: sorry if i am rambling too much, just that my brain is currently overflowing with illogical children stories and story books and i need a medium to neutralizing it. =)


Nurul Nafisah said...

moga masa kita penuh barakah :)

DS dh jadi mcm tadika...

izyanhamizah said...

mohon keberkatan masa. hehe.

RE pun sama je..


Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari kegundahan hati dan kesedihan,
Dan aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari sifat lemah dan malas,
Dan aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari sifat penakut dan bakhil,
Dan aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari lilitan hutang dan tekanan orang.

::kind readers::