...convo'an'...

oh ampun, blog sudah lama tak berupdate... al- maklum la, tuan punya blog sibuk bercuti.. hehe

in point form..

• am currently at home. ape lagi nak cakap. i should be grateful since i have full days of holidays. meaning, i don't have to teach extra class during this two-weeks holiday *grin sheepishly*.
• am currently at home. yes. but with different feeling. my sis is not with  me at home. oh, rasa sangat weird berada di rumah ni ber'status'kan the one and only daughter. both of my sisters are in their respective colleges. and i hope it's not too late to congratulate my 5th sibling for getting a place at INTEC, congratulations Idah!! another congratulations to Iroh (who i believe frequently come to this blog) for getting listed in the dean list, again!!. p/s Iroh: dah langsai hutang. i have treated you domino pizza. nak domino lagi, kena dean list lagi. hehe
• 28/5/2011 - done with second convo ceremony, this time at IPBA. twas a great day. walaupun sedih and huru hara pada awalnya. huhu.. i was late during the day. it was supposed to be at 7.45am. but i left Putrajaya at 7.45am!!! thought i couldn't make it that day.. memang cuak abis, mne tak cuaknya. lecturer said, if you're late than you can't come in. ape lagi, dah la drive sesorang pagi tu, (my parents and siblings got up late) gamble je la.. i drove as fast as i could, merbahaya habis la. siap bagi2 lampu lagi kat kereta yang kononnya laju dok kat fast lane tuh.. thanks Allah, there were not so many cars on the roads so the traffic was clear. kalau tak memang abis la.. in less than 30 minutes, i safely arrived at IPBA (tak tau la kalu poket jap lagi xsafe.. yelah, who knows if i got speed trap pulak ke.. nauzubillah) dengan high heels nye, berlari naik bukit kejar masa. lecturers who i passed through told me to calm down while i guees they were thinking funny about me (yelah, pakai kemain ayu dengan high heels skali, tapi berlari, tak ke hancur tuh? huhu. seb baik tak tergolek kat mne2) yang paling hampeh, sampai2 je sana, staff on duty said that we've to wait for another 30 minutes. hughhhh, seb baik tak bertukar jadi hulk hogan. to think positive, i thanked Allah for making me able to come in time and most importantly, safe and sound... an hour after i arrived, my parents and siblings were there. seb baik they could make it to the hall, kalau tak, memang ade yang merajuk tak makan pujuk la...hehe.. owh, i'm so glad, i'm done with my study and convo. so far. 5 and half years went so fast and very well.
• 27/5/2011 - prior to the convo day, i went out with Saqinah and Fariena. twas the best day of the week. i missed them damn much and we had our brunch at our all-time favourite restaurant, Domino Pizza at Mid V. then off we went to jalan TAR. ape lagi, shopping shawl for my baju convo la.. seriously, rasa 'segar' sangat bila meet up dengan diorang, share stories of our own schools.. after this, we might not have the same chance anymore.  
• after the convo, went back to putrajaya and was stranded at precinct 2 with hari sejuta belia and jom heboh. seriously, they were gathering a million of belia all around malaysia and personally, i'm afraid if those belia meneraju malaysia in near 5 to 10 years ahead. they're not the rijal that islam's waiting for. that's what i can say seeing the situation at that moment. 
• on sunday, we sent iroh back to dungun and straight away came back home... (^_^)  then at 7pm, home sweet home. (malam tu trus tido tak sedarkan diri sampai pagi sebab penat sangat drive from setiu to rumah.. kecoh je, baru je drive sikit trus 'pengsan' hehe)..
• activities at home - jadi driver, mark exam papers, shopping tudung untuk kakak2 di melaka.. hehe. marking exam papers is a real pain. huhuhu..

okay, dah langsai hutang update my current whereabouts. phiewww..

convo pics

mommy and daddy

dapat bunga n teddy bear tu akhirnya berjaya memujuk hati yang hampir3 merajuk

keh keh keh materialistik sungguh

 he asked "where are you teaching now?"

i replied "Malacca"

then, he and Wendy said "oooooooooo"

fellow c4 qutans

...as promised...

our farewell vid...


"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."

...it's time to say GOOD BYE..

Today is officially my last day in ipba and thanks Allah, the elevator finally works. I don’t have to bump my luggage while descending the stairs anymore. I’m so touched, deeply touched. I don’t know whether the path set for me in my next stage in life would be as great as i had here in ipba. I even said goodbye to the elevator despite of its mogokness for few months. I love ipba and pantai puri (name of the hostel where i lived and rot for 3 and half years) despite of the strugglessss and uncertaintiesss I had to bear studying here (until the very end. Hoho sadis). It will always dear in my heart. If Allah grants, i will be in ipba again for the graduation next year. inshaAllah...

Okay, it’s not ipba (the buildings) that makes this feeling. It’s the people around me that have the big impacts on me. So, roommates, housemates, blockmates(opps, xboleh because mixed gender), and classmates, thanks for everything

Goodbyes are not forever.

Goodbyes are not the end.

They simply mean I'll miss you

Until we meet again!

~Author Unknown

p/s: okay, post yang emo emo because while typing this, i’m listening to Vitamin C – Graduation

as we go on, we remember all the times we had together...

...i'm a graduand now..

we, IPGM- KBA b.ed tesl cohort 4 officially got our results today. alhamdulillah..

all the hardship are paid off i guess, almost everyone got good grades..

well, i guess it's time to say 'bon voyages' to my comrades.

QUT results

ok izyan... another leap to adulthood.

...Good and bad...

I think the title doesn't depict what i want to say....after all, this is Izyan Hamizah. (can't convey things smoothly) =P

My time in ipba nearly comes to its end. but, it does not end yet. based on the schedule informed this morning, 19th of november will be my last day here. time flies so fast that i don't even aware i'm leaving the student title. feeling? knowing the schedule this morning made me feel sad. i'm truly sad to leave good people i've met in this life (i mean, the life in ipba). even though i'm not a useful person of the cohort, just leeching around them, but for certain people i met, i know i'm not just a leech to them. hehe. and they have done good things to me. i'm glad that Allah never tested me with any problems in our ukhuwah, or friendship (He did, but we overcame it!, so it didn't scratch any scars in my heart and i hope theirs too.)

Really, good persons are hard to find. but in my life i'm glad i never (so far) find bad person. they are all good, charming and likeable persons. i feel like i'm the one who has the bad attitude and whatnots. but not every good person i met, become close to me. just some of them. really 'some'. hehe... only few i share the feeling with. only few of them who i went to them and requested them to listen to my rumblings/worries. and in just few weeks, i'm going to miss these persons (err, i mean physically won't see them as frequent as i see them now)

It's hard for me to tell face-to-face what i feel to them, but writing here should convey some of my messages, some of the feelings that i really want them to know. i really really really appreciate what they have done (and have tried to do) to me. only Allah can repay the good things they have done to me. this leech (me) can never ever repay the whole bunch of them.

This also goes to someone i am trying to forget, someone i can't and don't want to reach physically, someone that Allah has sent to me to be a stepping stone for me knowing the reality of this world. even though i highly regret about it, about my past, but to look at it on the bright side, i will not be 'me' if i don't go through my life with this person. so, to that person, we have made the mistakes and we have learnt from it. may your life afterwards is blessed with good things.

I'm grateful that Allah has set my path in IPBA, a place where i learnt how to love, how to be friend, how to appreciate person, how to see the world in wider view, how to think beyond seen and every single things needed in life. Of course, this little, useless slave can't thank you more for all the blessings You have bestowed upon me (yet i'm still stubborn).

p/s: writing this makes me feel i never ever experience sadness. (^_^)

..Letting the heart burst into words...

i'm afraid that i will not be able to do it again.

this year marks a very difficult stage in my life so far.

about writing everything here, it will be somehow a big mujahadah for me.

till then.

...update...

yeah, i'm wearing my student cap now. been back in IPBA (now is IPGM - KBA) since last week and still trying to adjust myself to this "known- but- now- it's- different" environment. alhamdulillah. i attended PSM (Program Semai Mesra) last week and so glad to meet with new faces who are flying to "the land down under" especially the future Brissies. InshaAllah may Allah grant BNE as the land of dakwah and tarbiyyah.

nothing much to say in this post. by the way, i am just coming back from jogging; a routine that i always did when i was in IPBA two years before. alhamdulillah. i am adapting to the environment even though i felt a bit weird with certain people's treat. but that's okay. it might be because of myself too. undoubtedly, i have changed. quite a lot. in various aspects. and this might give a shock to them. well, i'm learning. =)

and this is tarbiyyah

tiada dalam gambar : ajk makanan (you know who you are. i wonder where she was) haha..

...the latest news...

Well, it's not really latest though...


Tanjong Malim, 4 Oktober – Profesor Dr. Zakaria Kasa, Timbalan Naib Canselor Akademik & Antarabangsa Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris (UPSI) mengeluarkan kenyataan semua penempatan lepasan UPSI ke sekolah-sekolah terpaksa dibeku bermula 2010. Kenyataan tersebut dipetik dalam ucapan perasmian yang disampaikan beliau dalam ‘Simposium Halatuju Pendidikan Fizik Di Malaysia’ anjuran Persatuan Mahasiswa Sains (PMS) dengan kerjasama Jabatan Hal Ehwal Pelajar & Alumni (JHEPA) UPSI yang berlangsung di Bilik Seminar Bitarasiswa semalam. Dalam pada itu katanya, pembekuan semua penempatan ke sekolah-sekolah ini dikeluarkan oleh pihak Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia (KPM) melibatkan semua institusi yang mengeluarkan bakal-bakal guru bukan sahaja di UPSI malah di IPTA lain yang menawarkan program pendidikan termasuk Institut Perguruan (IPG) di seluruh negara berikutan masalah kewangan yang dialami pihak Kerajaan Malaysia. Beliau pada awalnya mengambil langkah untuk tidak mengumumkannya kepada pelajar kerana bimbang menjejaskan motivasi pelajar untuk meneruskan pengajian namun bertukar fikiran dengan mengumumkannya semalam kerana beranggapan perkara tersebut harus diketahui semua pihak sebagai langkah persediaan. Sementara itu, beliau turut menjelaskan penempatan untuk graduan pada tahun ini tidak mengalami masalah kerana tindakan membekukan penempatan tersebut hanya bermula tahun hadapan. Beliau walau bagaimanapun tidak mengeluarkan kenyataan bertulis berkenaan perkara tersebut dan hanya diselitkan dalam ucapan perasmiannya semalam. Dalam perkembangan berkaitan, seorang mahasiswa UPSI mendakwa menerima mesej melalui Sistem Pesanan Ringkas (SMS) daripada rakannya dari sebuah IPG mengatakan perkara yang sama minggu lalu. Katanya dalam e-mel yang dihantar ke upsikini@gmail. com, pelajar terbabit mengatakan keluaran UPSI dan IPTA lain yang tamat pengajian bermula tahun hadapan, perlu menunggu selama 2 tahun sebelum ditempatkan ke sekolah-sekolah. Tambahnya, pelajar IPG yang dijadual ditempatkan ke sekolah-sekolah pada tahun hadapan akan diawalkan penghujung tahun ini bersama-sama dengan keluaran UPSI dan IPTA lain yang bergraduat pada tahun ini. Keadaan ini menurutnya mempunyai kaitan dengan masalah yang berlaku apabila lambakan graduan pendidikan di seluruh negara. Mengulas tentang perkara tersebut, Exco Akademik & Kerjaya Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar (MPP), Nur Aqilah Hanis berkata pihaknya akan mendapatkan penjelasan lanjut berkenaan perkara tersebut daripada TNC Akademik sendiri supaya tidak berlaku kekeliruan. “Isu ini boleh menjadi isu nasional, bukan hanya melibatkan UPSI sahaja, jadi lebih baik kalau saya dapatkan dulu penjelasan secara terperinci daripada Prof. Dr. Zakaria dan Bahagian Akademik supaya maklumat sebenar dan tepat diperoleh sebelum saya mengulas lanjut. “Kita tak mahu isu ini menjadi sebab untuk kita bertelagah, apa yang penting selepas kita mendapatkan maklumat tersebut, kita akan fikirkan penyelesaiannya. Jadi semua pihak diharap dapat bersabar”, jelasnya.


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not sure how much this information can be truthful, but if it's really happen, i believe a lot of things need clarification, a lot of hearts will break, a lot of controversy will raise.

but, anything happen, i hope, this piece of Kalamullah can be the cure or at least the anti-depressant


'...Barangsiapa bertakwa kepada Allah nescaya Dia akan membukakan jalan keluar baginya, dan memberikannya rezeki dari arah yang tak disangka- sangka. Dan barangsiapa bertawakal kepada Allah, niscaya Allah akan cukupkan (keperluan)nya. sesungguhnya Allah melaksanakan urusanNya. Sungguh Allah telah mengadakan ketentuan bagi setiap sesuatu.'
(At- Talaaq: 2-3)